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Hi Everyone! Shalom! Things are getting more and more busy these days. they'll only get busier and peak around Passover time. So just a quick run...
Upcoming Holidays...Next week will be Purim! This is the holiday that we dress up -like in Halloween- we read the story of Esther, eat, and basically get crazy drunk.

There is so much to say about Purim, I am not sure where to begin. First of all, its the only book where God is not mentioned at all. Things are hidden. The truth is He is mentioned but its in a hidden way: where ever it says "the King" its possibly God, and where it says "king Xerxes" (Ahashverosh) its the Persian king. Hey, this reminds me of the current Persian (Iranian) "king" Achmadinajad and his enrichment of uranium. its also fuzzy (to western media) as to what he will use it for --hidden!
Then there is Esther who some say had olive skin, some say was dark. Either way, she could pass for whatever. Everyone thought she was one of their kin, black, white, whatever. And she kept her Jewishness a secret -more hiding!
PURim means draw of a lottery. It is also connected to Yom kiPUR. (Yom = day; ki = like, as; Yom ki Pur = Day Like Purim)
Hopefully, I'll write a post on the story and on the day. When we hear the story, whenever the name of Haman is mentioned, everyone makes loads of noise with rattles, groggers, keys, whatever. That's fun.
Another part of Purim is giving baskets of food away

Some lucky family is going to receive a nice packed basket of yummy apples, candy, and whatever else I have the strength to pack. lol.
Homeschooling...We are tackling math at the moment. The kids are doing pretty well with it. As long as the numbers don't go beyond 10 we are cool. Slowly, they are tackling numbers that go beyond their teensy tiny fingers. They're only five so its no big rush.
This Shabbat, at the Shabbat dinner table, in front of all the guests, little Avi says, "Mama...one and two makes twelve!" LOL! I wanted to jump into the salad bowl! But hopefully, I didn't make him feel bad, I just laughed and said "Hmmmm!"
Cravings...Little Naphtali (I still haven't figured out how to spell it in English) is nursing less and less which is making me crazy. I've got cravings again. I miss this wonderful dish from Le Peep, a Jordanian restaurant in the suburbs of Chicago (Evanston, IL) and so I try to re-create it everyday. (This was back when I wasn't keeping kosher.hehe) Bunches of vegetables; potatoes, sweet potatoes, peppers. Eggs. And cheese on top of all that! What? I sound pregnant? lol. Its just the hormones from the lack of nursing.
Surveys...
I have an urge to run a survey or conduct a study. Hospitals where the staff is mostly AA or other BP, is the healing there faster, slower, or even pace where there are no AA or other Black persons on staff?
If a BP had his hand chopped off and a Scandinavian had his hand chopped off, would they both lose certain memories? The same amount of memory?
They say memory is stored all over the body. It is also said that melatonin effect memory function. So....just wondering. I hope a caring scientist works on this before the propaganda machines churn the information to show only what they want.
Parnossa...Parnossa means income. Income doesn't necessarily have to come from hard work or being somebody's employee. Well, so I've got a few ideas given to me from On High. I am going to try them. Hope its good.
End of Winter...The winter is ending! That means I've got to figure out what I want to do with the yard. Extra work. We moved to Tsfat in order to have a less expensive life, but I know I don't want to be the lonely one stuck taking care of this big huge house and yard. Mr. BFWF and I are both not outdoorsy type nor fixers, but the house demands care.

Can somebody help me clean my house??!!
The problem with me is that I see the cleaning help as people. Then I feel hardpressed to ask them to do the really hard work. **sigh** One lady advised me to leave a list and not be there, that way I won't let my misplaced compassion stop me from letting the cleaning help do more.
Conclusion...Well that's what's been keeping me away from the computer. That, plus my getting back to studying my Likutey Moharan, my Rebbe Nachman's teachings, and in general refocusing on Torah.