Thursday, January 13, 2011

Heavy today. Waaaay heavy...

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I feel like Notorious BIG song....

my voice is not loud enough.  I got the wrong ears listening...this is a mish mash post. Don't try to understand. There's too much going on. I should be off this computer.

Every once in a whlie I just gotta feel the pain. Feel all the pain and not run. Feel as low as I can get and dance it away.  The song that does it well are ....not so kosher songs LOL.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Miriam,
Go with your feelings.Sometimes we need something and it may not be as "kosher" as we would like,but afterward you'll get the חיזוק you need.

Yesterday I went to the מכולת and saw one of the Hebrew men that I've spoken to on occasion.We spoke and when we parted he said"Give me a hug" and Miriam,do you know that I hugged him!I was shocked at my behavior and wondered what had come over me.
I can't even remember the last time I hugged a man!.So obviously I needed to give a hug and to receive one.Living as a single religious woman is to me an abnormal situation,but I'm used to it.

Don't be hard on yourself.Be sad.Withdraw a bit.You'll come back renewed.Shabbat Shalom.

Miriam said...

Thanks, YOna.

Shabbat Shalom!!