Thursday, January 13, 2011

Heavy today. Waaaay heavy...

I feel like Notorious BIG song....

my voice is not loud enough.  I got the wrong ears listening...this is a mish mash post. Don't try to understand. There's too much going on. I should be off this computer.

Every once in a whlie I just gotta feel the pain. Feel all the pain and not run. Feel as low as I can get and dance it away.  The song that does it well are ....not so kosher songs LOL.


Anonymous said...

Go with your feelings.Sometimes we need something and it may not be as "kosher" as we would like,but afterward you'll get the חיזוק you need.

Yesterday I went to the מכולת and saw one of the Hebrew men that I've spoken to on occasion.We spoke and when we parted he said"Give me a hug" and Miriam,do you know that I hugged him!I was shocked at my behavior and wondered what had come over me.
I can't even remember the last time I hugged a man!.So obviously I needed to give a hug and to receive one.Living as a single religious woman is to me an abnormal situation,but I'm used to it.

Don't be hard on yourself.Be sad.Withdraw a bit.You'll come back renewed.Shabbat Shalom.

Miriam said...

Thanks, YOna.

Shabbat Shalom!!